I remember tons of stuff through this part of my life, so I know I will be here working on this section for sometime. I am not even sure I know where to begin, but I'll give this my best shot.
As I stated in my teen years section, I remember over and over again saying that I would never attend college, so at first, we all know I didn't. After High School was over and we all went our seperate ways, I realized I wouldn't see alot of my old friends ever again. Some I really didn't wanna ever see again, but some I still miss sorta to this day. And my realization was true, I am now 30 and some are gone forever, never seen since the last day of High School, and some are certainly gone forever like the friend Shannon I had that I went over in the teen section. But as we all do, I kept moving on and made tons of new friends here and there.
As I didn't attend high school I started out with small menial jobs. The first one I had after high school was working in an old country store near our place of residence. The pay and hours were shitty, but hey it was my first job so I guess all is good. I would stock the coolers and lil pissy shit most young people do with their first crappy jobs. But hey, at times some really cute guys would come in, and then well as you know, most work would cease as i scrambled around checking out the customers and trying to hold my shit together enough to get through it til he had left, LOL..
After that I still really seemed to be heading no real good place, except downhill. My cousin on my daddies side lived in the big city, and asked me to come move in with him there and find a job in the city. So me being so young, and going not much of anyplace, I said, What The Hell, so I packed up my shit and headed into the city, settling in after sometime. He was married to a women from Germany who had several kids by her previous husband, and yes she was a good bit older then him. Well some of the sons were around my age and some were well, yanno kinda hot assed. I was a lil older then and my hormones were worse I think instead of better, sometimes it was hard to always keep myself and them hormones in check, but I did settle in after sometime, and started looking for a job there.
The first job I got there wasn't too great, it was as a bag boy at one of the local Food Lion Stores there. If you aren't from down south or know what a Food Lion is it's a huge chain of Grocery Stores, which is now HUGE down in the south. They are all over the place, 3 right around that area where me and my cousins now lived together. Anyways I went to that store and applied for work, went back to the house that same day and they called, I was hired for my next low paying, shitty job, But I was working and making some money in the big city. I worked there for a good while and as I said, i did move on and I made tons more friends at this place. As most workers in those kinda stores do, the manager at this one advanced sorta fast, and wasn't much older then I myself was, and needless to say, this guy wasn't half bad looking. I was sorta taking with him from the start, and as time went on we got closer and closer. Although nothing ever happened between us and I have been gone from there and that job for a long time, I still haven't forgotten that manager or some of the other workers from that store. It was a Pissy job and that's for sure, but I did make some great memories from an old grocery store job as well, yanno, I have realized I could work or fit in just about anywhere. Seems any place I ever went to, the situation was just the same. I meet tons of cool people and fit in and make tons of memories there.
In fact it just hit me when I was writing that, I badly skipped ahead of myself but I am gonna leave it like it is for now and BACK UP just a bit before we carry on. As I sit here thinking also of this 20's section while I was already taking a small break, my hormones sure did kick into effect majorly bad because any and every part of this section I compile will have something in it about some other guy I fancied or liked at that time. I don't think their will be any part of it that doesn't deal with a guy except one single part, and that will be the part about my aunt and cousin that I moved in with, but I skipped ahead once, and am about to do it again, UGH, and we already need to backtrack so I need to slow down and get a grip. This section is gonna be rough and big, so do bear with me. Breathes Deep..
As I said, let's do back up again, becuase between that first country store job and before I moved in with my cousin into the city, some other shit happened along my way. I had gotten another job while I still lived at home before I moved into the city. That job was working at a Wal Mart store that is close to the house as well. I also made tons of friends there, and alot of them too. People came and went from that place like mad. Well as you know Wal-Mart's pay is shit, their benefits package may be ok but the pay and job descriptions leave alot to be desired. I did happen to start working there that summer in fact. You talk about having to stop and breathe deep to keep my shit together. Working there was tough as shit on a Gay Guy's Hormones. Not only were half my fellow co-workers young hot guys, but half the customers that piled into that place were too. Well, you all know that, I am sure you all know just how the Wal-Mart clientele is in your area and I suspect it's just the same as the one I worked at.
Anyways, I started out in the domestics department which totally sucked shit to me, badly. I hated it daily but I was making money and shit, so yanno how it goes. I really wanted to work in the Pets Department which I soon would be doing, but I soon was to find out it wasn't much better at all.
In fact, I remember now, this was the summer of 1989 leading into the year 1990. I worked at Wal-Mart that Christmas Season, which totally sucked ass. I remember that now because that's the year my Granddad on my mother's side passed away. It was December 7th, 1989. I knew it wasn't going to be long and I was scheduled to work all day that day just by some odd twist of fucking fate. I remember fighting with my older sister and my mother that morning saying I was not going in to work that day, I somehow knew, just knew that was the day. They finally convinced me into going on into work instead of going into the Hospital with them that day. Now I somehow wish I never listened to them, cuz several hours after being there, I heard my name over the Wal-Mart loud Speaker saying I had a Phone Call. My heart sank cuz I already knew just what this deal was and in fact, I was right, so seldom is Stefan ever wrong. It was them calling me to tell me he had passed away just ten minutes ago. If I had listened to ME, my one and only true guide, I would have been there, but no. I almost cried walking back to find my manager to tell him what had happened, but they already knew this was close because I told them. He didn't say much, Except, I am Sorry, and then looked at me and asked me what I was still doing there, to get to the clock and clock out, Just to Go, So, well, I turned around, never said a thing in return to him, Just turned around and walked off, heading to the timeclock almost in tears. I remember by the time I got to that timeclock I was so upset that I barely could clock out. I finally managed to do so some fucking how and got to the outside of the store. A nasty dreary day, rain was falling. I remember pulling outta the Wal-Mart parking lot, the rain hitting my windsheild, looking down at my gas monitor, knowing I simply didn't have enough gas to get from that Wal-Mart to the other fucking side of town where this Hospital was. I remember pulling out of the parking lot, heading for the I-20 Interstate, and stopping to get gas before I could even get to mom and the hospital. I rushed and was speeding actually, luckily I didn't get a ticket. I got to the Hospital, ran to the room that I know my Granddad had occuppied. They were all still gathered around in the room, the Dead Body was still in the bed, he hadn't even been moved yet. I remember walking in and hearing my Mom's Sister, which was my Aunt, balling and crying and screaming, Screaming, No, I want my Daddy back, I want my Daddy back. My mom was in tears too but not nearly as vocal, I could look over and see him in the hospital bed, Dead. My Aunt crying over him, all upset, I can still see it to this day in my mind, Oh God, I can still remember so fucking much til it's almost unreal, Fuck, give me a few and I'll continue here when I take a small break. This part isn't even over yet,
I REMEMBER SO FUCKING MUCH ~!~